The blog of writer, editor. reviewer Michael Edwards
I had a hard time going to sleep last night after the mini-chat on the MAKAI page. That ‘voice’ of insecurity hounded me. It was a struggle to relax and fall asleep. I kept thinking of her. Her telling me to fuck off. Telling myself I’m worthless. I so fucking hate being bipolar I could scream. Cause that voice is mine. Whatever imitation it does, it is mine. Second guessing everything. The cold grip of loneliness looks to be my path.
Car breaks down, just fucking great. I really don’t need the stress.
I’ve gotten pretty far in my story Painful Reminder. I might take today off. Not sure yet. Going to the dentist and getting three cavities and cleaning sucked. Watching Ritual Killer with mom.
Legs were hurting and my knees. Never ends. Oh well. I’m not the most active person. I need to change that a bit.
